I think perhaps I am too nice. I don't want to upfront say "Yeah, nahhh I'm not interested." So I try to relay it in subtle hints. But guys are FUCKING DENSE. But at least by the time I decide I must cut them down its less surprising. Or at least I hope so. I don't want to lead any one on. But I do want to be friends with all of them :( and I don't think it works that way. I'm friends with all my exes... some I'm better friends with than others, but I'm certainly on good terms with all of them. I just hate to think I have to date guys before I can become friends with them unless they're gay or psychotic.
And then I tear their hearts out and proceed to grind them into highly processed hamburger meat.
Not intentionally.
I'm a little upset. I have tons of school work to do and I can't balance my leisure-needs with it. I have tons of books I'm in the middle of reading and many I would love to start soon. There is a shitload of new music to explore! And I would like to improve my photography and painting... and creative writing skills. AND I need a job so I can afford the program I would like to attend this summer. If anyone has 4600 bucks they're not sure what to do with, please comment and we can arrange something. Your investment: All the awesome shit I will get out of participating in this program.
Breakfast this morning consists of coffee and a banana. (And probably granola and a bagel later, and the last of my skim milk). I'm pretty happy with this banana. Perfectly ripe in my book. (When they have all the dark freckles and are slightly beginning to brown) ... Speaking of food I baked these last night around one AM. Fucking melt-in-your-mouth-delicious. Like whats-his-face's Wads on that shitty movie Accepted.
This is my bed. :)
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